. kesebakan .

im feelin down n sad again . . pandai tp ta fkir kan orag len . . being very disappointed of such person . . sumpah ! dgan prot lapar teramat + headache + few chapters more to be covered on, it make me feel bad . . very bad . . 
but i'll be pretend n keep pretend like evrythig going well . . 

however, mom's instinct would never wrong . . i'd received mom's phone call right after performing magrib . .   n yeahh i wont tell her bout all that . . tana mak risaw . . tugas aku utk bahagie an mak, wat mak happy, bkan wat mak sedih n risaw psal aku . . while on th phone ngn mak sumpah sebak tp try tahan seboleh mugkin . . ltak jewp phone, there you go . . mnitis jugak aer mate even da tahan . . prasaan taya na ckap laa . . mmag rse na lri lek uma jewp da . . tana dok cneh lgi ! =,( na lek pelok mak . . *kalu la boleh aku cite sume neh kat mak . . =( 
n you . . otp with you also in tears actually . . but i think i'd succeed in my pretendig . . no intention to hide it from you . . just dun wanna make your condition worse . . awk pown nga down kann . . im sorry . .
to roomies, its not im not believin or else on you guys . . its just me who didnt wanna burden anyone else on my probs . . sorry too . . 
bia aku susa sendiri drpd nyusah an orag len . .

*ya Allah, kurniakanlah aku sedikit lgi kekuatan utk mgharungi sume nehh . . ak mohon padaMu Tuhann . . *