. the us .

assalamualaikum droppers . .

its alredy sem break . . ! ! n you know wats dat mean . . all going back to own house . . faaarrrrrr apart . . =( 

n for US, this gonna be lonnnggg break as we not gonna meet for months perhaps . . 

but then its ukie coz 'distance is not for separating us but to keep and preserve you and me . . =,)

wupppsss bfore terlope, na share sikett . . 

i got a MYSTERY box on the last dinner in Jengka . . 

wanna know wats inside it . .? ? ?

jeng jeng jenggg . . ! ! !

taraa . . ! ! ta aci dy men tipu . . curik2 bli time den msok toilet yew . . ggrrr . . ~ btw i love the card the most . . damn naisssss . . <3 thank you thank you thank youuuu . . ! ! ! me sagat suke ukenx . . !

till we meet again, take good care of urself yaw . . !

i miss to act crazy just like we always do while hang out . . =,)

. words .

" *** ******** **** ** ". . 

it is true . . ? ? 

if yes im really sorry then . . 

you should say it earlier so that i'll not keep doing that . .

i know it is true . . 

terlalu lemah rasanya Ya Allah. .

=,(

. Jodoh .

assalamualaikum n salam jumaat dropeers . .
alhamdulillah slesai 3 paper utk final klie neh . .
jumaat ri neh dlimpahi hujan rahmat drNya . . ;)

back to the topic guys! tittle tana kalah ann . . ngahaa . . ! btw just na share . . td smentare tunggu turn na mandi sempat la jugak borak2 ngan housie yg skali menunggu turn . . n na share bout jodoh neh actually teringat nik ckap td . .

"kalau kita berusaha memperbaiki diri kita ke arah kebaikan, nescaya jodoh kita pown sedang memperbaiki diri mereka jugak . . ;) "

haa napak ta kat situ . . chemistry ue sejak azali lgi . . konklusinye, jodoh yg baik adalah utk orag yg baek . .

*wahai jodohku, semoga kita sama2 memperbaiki diri kita masing2 spaya dapat kita saling membimbing dan saling melengkapi . . insyaAllah . . >.< *

. my tears .

im easily getting burst into tears . . 

especially when it comes to heart thingy or to the person who mean so much for me . . 

but sincerely, all those tears come from my heart . .

BUKAN sgaje buat2 . .

BUKAN utk raih simpati . .

BUKAN utk mntak perhatian . .

BUKAN na tnjuk aku manja . .

no . . ! not at all . . !

im not even ask them to come . .

they come naturally from the sad heart . .

they come to bring all those sad or s*it thingy down and away from me . .

they help me a lot . .

calm me a lot . . 

wipe the hurt a lot . . 

tears are my favourite words of expressing . . 

. kesebakan .

im feelin down n sad again . . pandai tp ta fkir kan orag len . . being very disappointed of such person . . sumpah ! dgan prot lapar teramat + headache + few chapters more to be covered on, it make me feel bad . . very bad . . 
but i'll be pretend n keep pretend like evrythig going well . . 

however, mom's instinct would never wrong . . i'd received mom's phone call right after performing magrib . .   n yeahh i wont tell her bout all that . . tana mak risaw . . tugas aku utk bahagie an mak, wat mak happy, bkan wat mak sedih n risaw psal aku . . while on th phone ngn mak sumpah sebak tp try tahan seboleh mugkin . . ltak jewp phone, there you go . . mnitis jugak aer mate even da tahan . . prasaan taya na ckap laa . . mmag rse na lri lek uma jewp da . . tana dok cneh lgi ! =,( na lek pelok mak . . *kalu la boleh aku cite sume neh kat mak . . =( 
n you . . otp with you also in tears actually . . but i think i'd succeed in my pretendig . . no intention to hide it from you . . just dun wanna make your condition worse . . awk pown nga down kann . . im sorry . .
to roomies, its not im not believin or else on you guys . . its just me who didnt wanna burden anyone else on my probs . . sorry too . . 
bia aku susa sendiri drpd nyusah an orag len . .

*ya Allah, kurniakanlah aku sedikit lgi kekuatan utk mgharungi sume nehh . . ak mohon padaMu Tuhann . . *

. #SCHDC .

assalamualaikum n slamt mlam droppers . .

this is my 2nd post for today . . menungu mood utk study slamat mendarat . .n im thinkig of writing (typing actually) bout somone who exist n being soo close with me nowadays . . taya na mention laa . . ckup DIA taw yg post nehh bout DIA ann . . *wink* 

al-kisah . . 

perkenalan bermula di laman muka buku, d bawah satu group yg kmi juin . . ;) sharing the same interest for sure . . tp DIA lg otai n pro bak hang . . teman neh bru na blajo2 haa . . memandagkan DIA lbih berpengalaman, maka aku pown add la DIA to gain knowledge bout that . .

after few times, DIA left me th phone number . . i save it in my phone laa . . btw awal perkenalan its all bout our same interest . . lepak2 chitchat2 sal sume ue . . me salute DIA lam bab nehh . . ;)

yaa then we r getting closer n closer (terigat lak lirik lgu spe tah yg bebunyi 'harder n harder, sexy n harder' ngahaa!) . . lelepak minom, lunch, dinner n sebagainye yeeee . . ~ from chat kat fb to texting to bbm-ing sehingga tciptanya hashtag spti yg tertera sbg tittle d atas . . >.<' len2 tu biarlah tsimpan antara kami . .

haihh so much to talk bout actually . . cmp esok pown lowm tentu abis n mag ta stdy MKT la cite dy . . ngahaa . . !

lastly, for DIA,

here i wanna thank you for all things happen between us . . 

thanks for being

 my wall

my tissue

 my reason of smile

my strength

my guardian

my guide

my wings

my brother

my twin 

 im grateful to know you n to have you in my life . . 

thank you so much . .

*pelihara DIA wahai Tuhan*

may friendship last forever . .

do stay there . .

#SCHDC

. Siblings .

assalamualaikum droppers . . 
it sunday,7th october, not september yaw . . ! (kes sala tlis bulan kat exam atendanc slip -_-")

there's nothin i wanna say acually . .just tetbe cam pilu jap . .sebena nye bru pas bce sownx bestie yg dok 'berkomentar' kat fb ngan big bro dy . .all i wanna is just that i love to see siblings who act like best friend with each other . .taking soo much care n havig warm conversation . . sharing all happy n hurt, hard n light . . i miss to do it all with you sis . . =,( i miss the moment of laying down together sharig this n that, cuddles, jokes n all . . ! swear i miss those thingy sis . . im missing you damn much . . ! i love you . . ;(

*dear Allah . . please fix that matter as soon as possible . . =,( *