Wednesday, October 5, 2011

All Out

hype wak . .

1st of all sye na mntak maaf dr ujunx rmbot smp ujunx kki . . there so much hurt that i consumed . . even wak kte ta d tapi sye taw sbena nye mmag byax wak trase ngn sye an . . no need to hide it . . n i jus dun wanna keep makin u hurt . . =(

i did watch th vdeo . . yaa i knew it . . but pretendin like notinx . . how cruel i am . . maaf sgat . . n bout that bkan sye ta ley trima wak coz of wat u are . . i do lav u but at the side of friend n broter . . cant make it more than that . . n neh bkan sbab urself or SC or cpew2 . . it jus me ukie . . ME MYSELF . . sye tataw na explain kat wak camne . . im afraid of losing u dude . . tkowt friendsip kte tjejas . . tkowt the same thing hapen btween u n anim tjadi kat kte . . sye tamaw . . =,(

i keep holdig all this thingy deep inside my heart coz sye tamaw wak down tym exam . . n th thong i worried most is u'll go back to ur old lifestyle . . smokin clubbin all those stuff . . ples dont bam . . rmai syag wak taw . .

btw being ur H2O is such a great n nice moment . . all are such a swit time wak . . but as u said its all over ryte . . ? ? hurmm . . sala sye . . mmag sala sye . . how i wish i could still be ur H2O . . it might sound selfish ryte . . but hell yaa i miss it . . =.="


n after all this things msti rlation kte tjejas . . but i beg u . . dun be far from me . . stay at my side . . but if all that make u hurt more, its ukie . . i'll not forcing u . . even kalu dendam or benci pown isylah sye akn trime . . kwan2 wak beci sye pown sye trime . . coz i really dserve that . . im not good enough for u dear . .

n for last i hope u can forgive and accept me jus like bfore . . afraid of losing u buddy . . n u're not goin 2 be away from my mind n memories . . may we keep being good friend . .


SAYA MINTAK MAAF SANGAT2 AMIRUL REDZA JOHANIS. . ='(
*u such a good guy i known . .
will u forgive me . . ? ?


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